The former EXO member Tao took to social media to express his current state of mind and his post left fans worried and puzzled.
Tao wrote a post to his Weibo page describing how he feels about his life and how he’s not resting and in constant labor, he stated,
“I am so tired and annoyed, I can’t even breathe. I need to resume filming for a drama but I don’t want to ask for a leave and I can’t keep the crew waiting.
I have to practice dancing but I am afraid that I won’t do well enough. I work everyday and honestly don’t want to do anything right now.
I can’t attend office meetings, can’t go home or enjoy a nice vacation.
This is the first time I have ever written something like this, but right now I just want to disappear and do nothing. Its been 6 years. I know that some people will say that I am an artist and that I need to deal with it, I know that, I have endured so much so far this is why I am writing this today. I just don’t know why but I wanted to do it. I don’t want to do anything. Its painful being unable to breathe.
Right now, looking at my life, I really think that its not different from a living hell. I am not having fun or living a happy life as many thought I was. Don’t say I am being hypocritical, I am actually a strong person. But right now, my mind and heart are tired and oppressed. I apologize for worrying you all. And I am even more sorry to myself.”
Following his alarming post, many fans sent encouraging messages to the idol, telling him to hang in there and be strong.
How do you feel about his post?